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i just saw abs-cbn's christmas infomercial...and i have to admit that i wanna spend christmas in the phils.  now i'm trying to figure out why i chose to go home on december 26.  it was mainly because it's a bit cheaper to go on a weekday and after december 25.  it's all financial reasons :(   damn, if i could just turn back time!  moral lesson:  next time i come home on a christmas season, i'm gonna be in manila BEFORE december 24.

and now seeing how beautiful the infomercial was, it brought tears in my eyes. i miss my family and friends in the phils waahhhhh!!!!! 

bakit kasi nakita ko pa 'tong infomercial na ito. 

people might wonder what's happening to me, why all of a sudden my entries these days don't have that happy tone. 

it's that time of year you know?  it's christmas and it's for family and friends getting together, enjoying each other's company and just being surrounded by people you really love and care about.  even if i play deadma, hindi ko ma-deadma eh.  lumalabas ang tunay kong nararamdaman.

and at this point in time, i have to admit that my strength is waning.  what keeps me going on is my sunny outlook in life (in general, i'm still a happy person) and my excitement to the things that will happen when i come home.  but other than that, i'm really very fragile at the moment.  anything can easily move me to tears.  kaya pati infomercial ng abs-cbn ay pinatulan ko na.  jusme talaga!  and take note, the weather here isn't helping ha?  it's gloomy and windy today, parang winter (shetness talaga hahaha).  hindi ko tuloy ma-feel na christmas dito.

pero sabi nga ng kanta:

"kahit na anong mangyari...ang pag-ibig sana ay maghari..sapat nang si hesus ang kasama mo...tuloy na tuloy pa rin ang pasko!"

amen.

// posted by ibyangbabe @ 9:20 PM